“I Scare Myself”

and it’s not on purpose.

Hi, my name’s Robert.. 20 years ago I was described by a national magazine as a “clairvoyant dreamer.” I could say that description fits,
or I could say I’m so psychic I scare myself, that would fit too.
It first happened 30 years ago. I bolted upright from a nightmare pouring sweat, trying to yell “Where are you!”.. how cliche that sounds, I know.
I thought at the time, it was “only a dream” until two days later the police called wanting to talk to me. A family member had been kidnapped just like in my dream.
I can’t even begin to explain the torment of knowing I had forewarning and didn’t act on it. How could I act on it when I thought it was just a crazy nightmare. I struggled over what I could or should have done. But there was no answer. That was the motivating factor that caused me to become a ‘seeker’. A term I ran across early in my search for an answer and if not an answer, acceptance.
Now I’ve stopped reading every book I can find, they repeat themselves mostly. I’ve sought out and met famous psychics and the not so famous. I poured the information in me to help recognize forewarnings and if possible to act on them.
Signs, omens, precognition, intuition..all of it, they’re all true.

I have recorded my dreams for over 25 years.

8-17-16 2332 medium
10-24-16 tip to fbi (wrong 11-12-16)
2-27-17 fbi tip
4-30-17 fbi tip
I went searching last Sept. 9-17 for a lost couple and was unsuccessful.
Their remains were found shortly after.
12-1-17 went searching for a murder victim today. Way off on location.
Her remains were found today by a search party 50 miles away.
12-21-17 searched on this day for missing lady in malibu canyon..unsuccessful.
2-15-18 I feel sick..I had a dream last monday night of a mass shooting.
no location, no names nothing that would have helped.
4-11-18 whittle..
4-11-18 bumped into an old friend today. first time in 22 years.
we were checking into the same nevada casino.
coincidences like that are my life..
4-12-18 checked out of the casino this morning, came down the elevator
and waved to my old friend who was at a slot machine 30 feet away.
unbelievable.. but my normal.
2006 I once helped recover a deceased friend.
it was absolute magic that put me there that night.
8-19-18 sent tip mollie tibbetts
10-2-18 Rosanna A

Contact: robert@iscaremyself.com
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